This was meant to be shared last night but I passed out after putting my daughter to bed. I really thought I’d have more time this month but it’s been the busiest it’s ever been and I’ve taken on more classes to teach and admin work than I would’ve liked.

This is the best I could manage for September’s challenge. This song spoke to me because my own practice has felt so out of reach lately. I didn’t realize how much time and energy being both a coach and helping co-manage the studio would take, then add motherhood into the mix has been overwhelming. I feel a little lost with myself..

I practiced August’s challenge too but never felt like I could pass it.. it just isn’t there yet. Spinning is my weakness, I still can’t do a tornado to save my life. I’ve wanted to train for it for so long but finding the time feels impossible. With the busy months rolling in, I feel defeated.

Still, this is what showing up looks like right now. It’s far from perfect but I’m trying my best to keep going and complete each challenge, no matter how messy it feels 🥲