You’re doing great Caro! That was definitely the diamond shape at the end there 🙂 . Lifting up all the tail to spin can be a lot to manage in the hands. I sometimes just get a good grip on the tail nice and close to my chest with one hand and then circle the tail below. Either way, gripping it close to the chest is definitely easier than gripping more toward the floor as then there’s more room to circle the arm/tail with the other arm.